(Clearwisdom.net) In mid August this year, I participated in a training seminar at my company's upper management work unit. The participants came from different places and had little contact with each other normally.
During the break, in front of a number of attendees I logged on to the Clearwisdom main page by means of a proxy. One of them was quite taken aback and said with surprise, "What do you think you are doing!" All the others immediately turned around to look; the atmosphere became a bit tense.
I then briefly told them about the spread of Falun Dafa around the world, and pointed out that all the reports about Falun Dafa in Mainland China were false and fabricated. I drew on the analogy of the deceptive practices in our own profession as a way to make it easier to understand for them.
While everyone else was quietly listening, the one who first saw the Clearwisdom page and surprised by it was busy reading the titles of articles on the Clearwisdom page in earnest.
Afterwards, a young attendee initiated a conversation with me. Through our conversation I learned that he was the local area network administrator for a governmental organization in a certain county. He knew more about computers and networks than I did, but he didn't have much experience with breaking through a network blockade. He expressed strong interest on the subject and sought the Clearwisdom website address from me. I logged on to internetfreedom.org and demonstrated to him how to connect to the Free Net website through it, and briefly explained to him all I knew. I also told him that I had very good proxy software that could help break through the blockade to log on to a lot of the banned websites, and I would send it to his personal mailbox. He immediately gave me his e-mail address. A short time later, I went to another office and sent him an e-mail through a computer there.
I wrote the following message:
"Dear Friend,
Let us break through the complex web of misrepresentations; let us rise above the rumors and discern clearly between good and bad, kindness and evil. Let the seed of the sacred lotus flower be planted deep in our hearts amidst this world of materialism. One day it will grow into a graceful lotus flower.
Presenting the true knowledge for your cultivation is more valuable than any quantity of gold and silver, or any worldly luxury. I highly recommend that you read Clearwisdom.net and Pureinsight.net."
In the same e-mail I attached the small software program that I had mentioned earlier and sent it to him.
After I sent the message, I still had some time left. I logged on to Clearwisdom net again to read some articles. Before leaving, I copied all the articles of that day to the "My Document" folder and then renamed it as "Files to be read in private." I knew it definitely would not take long for the owner of the computer to find the files. By lunchtime I turned off the computer and left. The training seminar had also ended.
In the few minutes before lunch, I talked with that young man about Falun Gong. He quickly asked me a number of related questions, and I answered them briefly.
By the afternoon however, I started to worry, "Many people in the company know I practice Falun Dafa, when they read the files with Dafa content in that computer, they will be able to figure out who saved the files there. Then, how will they react?" After a lot of thinking, I found an excuse for myself that I was too indiscreet to leave the files there. Actually, it was my own fear. Then I called the user of the computer to ask him not to broadcast it but to delete the files as soon as he read them, but he was not in. Checking the time, I realized that the people had already gone home, so I had to leave it at that.
In an ensuing dream, Teacher pointed out to me not to underestimate people's righteous thinking, because the sentient beings are all longing for the light of the truth. And when clarifying the truth to people, as long as the state of our minds is pure and righteous, we do not need to fear anything. Dafa is righteous; it can only be the evil that fears the righteous and not the other way round.
Clarifying the truth and saving the people is the mission of Dafa disciples in the Fa-rectification period. In the process, all our deeply engrained attachments will be exposed, and we must face up to them and prevail over them. This is just the process of our assimilation to the Fa.
The second day, I let go of the attachment of fear and released the whole matter from my heart. Of course, no trouble that I anticipated has surfaced thus far.
The above is my personal understanding for everyone's reference.