I was fortunate to obtained Dafa in April of 1999, and soon after all my illnesses were gone without using any medication. I felt really stress free and healthy.

On July 20, 1999, pressured by my employer and by my family members, and with a muddled head, I asked other people to write a "Guarantee Letter" for me and I signed the letter. I stopped practicing Falun Gong. Within one month I could not recall what was written in Zhuan Falun. All of the illnesses that had disappeared through practicing then returned. Master Li mentioned in Zhuan Falun "If you do not follow the requirements of the Fa, you are not a practitioner of Falun Dafa. Because you want to be an everyday person, your body will be reset to the level of everyday people and the bad things will be returned to you." I started to practice Falun Gong again at home, behind closed doors. I was afraid of telling other people that I practice Falun Gong. I went back and forth in my mind for several months. I thought it through with a sober mind. I came to understand that I was not wrong to practice Falun Dafa. None of the Dafa practitioners were wrong! The reason Dafa practitioners went to plead with the government and to appeal on Tiananmen Square was because of the evil persecution. The persecution lead by the head of the evil is wrong. Now I solemnly declare: What I have said and written to my employer, to the employer's police department, including what others had said and written for me, are void! From now on I will follow the three things Master Li taught us: Study the Fa and practice Falun Gong, explain the truth to others, and send forth righteous thoughts. I want to be a qualified Dafa practitioner and to make myself worthy of Master Li's benevolent salvation.

Hu Gonghua, June 9, 2003

Translated on July 8, 2003 from

http://www.minghui.ca/mh/articles/2003/7/4/53423.html

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With the desire to "heal illness, get healthier and be a good person" I started to practice Falun Gong. As soon as I started to cultivate, miracles started to happen. I was once a patient with much illness and suffered constant pain. My family life was once filled with quarrels and conflict. After I started cultivating in Dafa I gradually became healthy and full of energy. My family life also became peaceful and harmonious. In 1986, prior to obtaining the Fa, I had thoughts that I did not want to live in this dirty world anymore. In 1997 I obtained the Fa. Master Li taught me the meaning of life. I am thankful to Master Li from the bottom of my heart. He has twice given me new life.

Because of posting Dafa posters I was illegally sentenced to one-and-a-half years of forced labor. Six days after I was detained in the women's labor camp to be persecuted, I pretended that I accepted the brainwashing. I could not calm my mind after that. A Dafa practitioner should not yield to the evils. I wrote a solemn announcement then and was persecuted for three months. At the beginning I upheld strong righteous thoughts with a benevolent mind. I was calm and peaceful, demonstrated a Dafa practitioner's power; but because I could not always place Dafa first I could not let go of life and death. My body began to show states of illness for several reasons: when I could not keep my strong righteous thoughts and righteous conduct; when I was not allowed to sleep for prolonged periods, not allowed to go to the bathroom, not allowed to wash and brush my teeth; when all I could hear everyday were confused values of right and wrong and had to figure out if those were frame-ups, and when all I could see was insults, beating, and punishment with prolonged standing; when I was frequently threatened that I would be sent to a mental hospital or the intensified training division. When all these took place, I finally yielded to the evil's persecution again. I am extremely sorry for what I did, for doing something a Dafa practitioner should not have done. Master Li is benevolent. I want to do well again. I hereby solemnly announce: What I previously said and wrote that did not comply with Dafa is void. I will join the Fa-rectification again to rescue lives, redeem the losses I had caused, and do well in every one of my future cultivation steps.

Zhu Lin'an, May 10, 2003

Translated on July 8, 2003 from

http://www.minghui.ca/mh/articles/2003/7/6/53573.html