06/26/2003

(Clearwisdom.net)

I used to be a criminal. I was "reeducated through forced labor" for two years in Nanmusi Female Forced Labor Camp of Zizhong County, Sichuan province. I truly saw that Falun Gong practitioners are the most kind and best human beings during my two years of imprisonment. They do not have bad habits and only have kind and compassionate hearts. It didn't matter what they did, they always thought about others first. I will never forget my experiences during my tenure as "assistant and educator" in the women's forced labor camp. When I tortured them using the most malicious methods, not only did they not complain, but they also spoke to me with kindness and compassion: "Do you know what you are doing? I am a practitioner. I am not scared at all by whatever cruel methods you choose to torture me with. For your sake, I am warning you not to do this shameful thing, which you will deeply regret. If a person persecutes a Falun Dafa practitioner, that person's sins will be too much to pay. You should think about your future and value your life forever."

My heart was touched by her words, but I still apathetically tortured them using malicious methods. This is because the order of the forced labor camp official said that whoever can "change" a Falun Gong practitioner would have their sentence reduced by one to two months. We were called together by the prison police each day. Not only did they teach the "assistants and educators" how to keep watch on Falun Gong practitioners and how to persecute them by using different cruel methods, but they also asked us to obey the rule: don't kill the practitioners right away. In addition, they also taught us to use different torture techniques on different practitioners, etc.

So I tortured them using the methods I learned from the prison police. They suffered mental as well as physical distress every day. Sometimes, I was stung by my conscience. I thought about why the prison policemen publicized and exalted the spiritual civilization management, not only with their mouths, but also with the documents, while privately, they incited us to do things to practitioners that are offensive to God and reason. These Falun Gong practitioners didn't want to be famous, or gain benefit from society, and neither were they involved in politics, so why such cruel treatment? An example to better express my inquiry was: if some practitioners still refused to give up Falun Gong, the prison police privately incited us to punish them: forcing them to stand erect like a soldier for a long time; doing up and down squats; and not allowing them to sleep for an entire night. The prison policemen also asked us to persecute the practitioners with many different malicious methods, some of which I cannot even repeat. The prison police claimed, "This is good for them." These are the facts as witnessed with my own eyes. Some practitioner's legs and feet swelled from standing for long periods of time. Yet even when the swelling was very bad, the practitioners were forced to run. If they couldn't run anymore, the prison police asked two people to drag them until they fell unconscious due to exhaustion. Even now the prison policemen of Nanmusi Female Forced Labor Camp still cruelly persecute the practitioners hidden from public view. They never did, nor will they ever, admit to their criminal conduct.

In order to prove Falun Gong practitioners have suffered injustice and persecution and also, in order to confess what I have done to the practitioners, I have written some of my own experiences about a small percentage of crimes that took place in the Nanmusi Female Forced Labor Camp. I believe Falun Gong will overcome all evil. History will be the judge of the evildoers!