(Clearwisdom.net) I'm a resident of Taoqu Town, Mengyin County, Shandong Province and I started to practice Falun Dafa in the spring of 1998. I know that Falun Dafa teaches people to be kind and benefits people's health. When Jiang's regime started to persecute Falun Dafa on July 20, 1999, I did not realize that the Chinese Communist Party would fabricate lies, so when the Chinese Communist authorities came to my home, ordered me to stop practicing Falun Dafa and forcibly took away Falun Dafa materials, I wrote a guarantee statement promising not to practice Falun Dafa anymore. At that time, I absurdly thought that I had done the right thing, for I thought that as a country's citizen, I should obey the government. So I completely left Falun Dafa. Subsequently, what I saw and heard in the media was nothing but slander against Falun Dafa.
In those several years, I lived in a maze and I was very tired. My health was also in poor condition. In addition, a few of my relatives passed away making me feel that life is so short and fragile.
In 2002, my health deteriorated further. Although I was only in my thirties, disease had spread throughout my body. I experienced stomach pain, other abdominal pain, dizziness, mastitis, etc. In addition, I started to suffer from an unknown condition. When it attacked me, my heart beat would speed up and I felt extreme pain, and I felt that I could even pass out. The doctor was not able to diagnose what it was and my life was a living hell. I visited doctors, various healers and took many medications. Still, the disease was not healed. My husband was scared and immediately bought health insurance for me. My family and I were haunted by fear every day.
One particular day in the summer of 2003 is a day that I'll never forget. I remember during that time, I had been tortured by the pain of diseases and had not been able to fall asleep for a second for three days and nights. I wasn't able to eat anything at all. In that moment of extreme desperation, I suddenly remembered compassionate Master and that it had been a very long time since I had studied Falun Dafa. It was an emotional and tearful moment. I regretted that in those several years, I visited various healers again and again when I was sick. Why didn't I think of Falun Dafa's power to change people's fates? At that moment, I made up my mind to practice Falun Dafa again because I came to completely understand that if you follow the Chinese Communist Party, it will not take care of you when you are sick; furthermore, medical science is not omnipotent. At that time, my husband was not against my studying Falun Dafa either. The persecution of Falun Dafa was still rampant, and as soon as you study and practice Falun Dafa, one potentially faces different kinds of persecution including being arrested, cruelly beaten and punished. However, suffering so intensely from my disease made the choice clear to me. With no life, talking about safety is pointless. With support from my family, I took advantage of all my spare time to study and practice Falun Dafa. Both my body and mind changed tremendously, and up to now, I have not needed to take a single injection or medication. I once again experienced the happiness of freedom with no sickness, and what is more is that I deeply understand the favor of compassionate salvation from Master.
My concept of life totally changed. I also came to understand why Falun Dafa practitioners chose to study Falun Dafa even though they lost their official ranks and jobs as a result, and why they clarified the truth despite the risk to their safety. Because the beauty of Falun Dafa that a true Falun Dafa practitioner experiences is not what other people are able to imagine and he knows that no matter who a person is, if this person doesn't understand the truth of Falun Dafa, is unable to distinguish the good from the bad, or even sides with evil to further bad causes, the fate that this person is facing is dangerous. So no matter how hard it is, Dafa Practitioners proceed with no hesitation to tell the world's people of the beauty of Falun Dafa and the evilness of the Chinese Communist Party. It's like the situation in which, if a kind person knows there is a trap in a certain place, he will try to warn people about it. Whether one listens to him, or believes him or not, is an individual choice.
I sincerely advise people not to listen to or believe in the Chinese Communist Party's one-sided fabrications and framing. Falun Dafa can help people become strong, healthy and more compassionate, and improve people's morality. Subsequently, disasters for people will be reduced and people will get protection from divine beings and Buddhas. Falun Dafa truly saves people. The evil Chinese Communist Party is against Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance, and severely persecutes kind people. The heavenly realms will ensure that it is brought to justice.