(Clearwisdom.net) This message was sent from a military officer from Shandong to his girlfriend. It reflects the inner world of the CCP military officers in service:

"To tell you the truth, I don't believe in the Communist Party at all. Ninety percent of the students from military school must join the CCP. The director talked with me twice, asking me to join the party, but I insisted on not joining because this organization doesn't do anything good. However, I had to join the party when I graduated, because the requirement is that 100 percent of the military graduates must be party members. Although I joined it, I myself know that I don't believe in so-called 'Communism.' I really don't have any belief. However, I don't want to be a person without a belief and I don't want to just believe in money and power like other people. I have been empty and hesitant, and sometimes I even tried to use alcohol. 'What's happened to this world?' 'What's happened to me?' I often ask myself.

"The reality is so cruel. It is so painful to say something is good, but inside you really feel disgusted. When I met your parents it was the first time I had met people who really have a true belief. I was totally moved... Their spiritual energy was so powerful that I believe it can give people a second chance at life... I have never believed in any qigong exercise, but I am wavering now. Maybe it's time to have a true belief..."

After the military officer understood the truth, he quit the CCP and its affiliated organizations using a pen name on the Epoch Times website.