(Clearwisdom.net) On November 29, 2010, at about 8:30 a.m., the sound of pounding on my door broke the peace, and I could hear someone shouting my name outside. My heart fluttered. I knew that they had come for no good, but I did not know why. I was the only one at home. I looked out through the crack in my door and saw a big crowd of people, including the local community police, police from the local police station, personnel from the jurisdiction area office and the police division, and others.
I did not open the door. I sent righteous thoughts to eliminate the evil behind these wicked people and to have them leave and not disturb me. They stood around for another 40 minutes and finally left, thinking that nobody was home. Then the community police rode motorcycles everywhere, including the grocery market, trying to find me (my neighbor told me all this afterward). Around noon I opened the door, and my neighbor told me that three vehicles had come, looking to arrest me.
The next day, again around 8:30 a.m., a neighbor knocked on my door, saying she had an emergency. As soon as I opened the door, several individuals in police uniforms rushed up and a community police officer ordered me to go to the brainwashing center. When I heard this, I stood outside my door and spoke loudly, “I am not going. Practicing Falun Gong does not violate any law. The law stipulates freedom of belief. Going to a brainwashing center is actually going to prison, and I don't know whether I would come back alive. There is no guarantee that I would survive—the Communist Party is capable of anything.”
When my neighbor saw that the wicked police wanted to arrest me, she became anxious and shouted, “Go back into your home and close the door quickly.” Other neighbors told the police, “She is at home doing nothing wrong. Why do you want to arrest her?” I went back into my apartment, closed the door, and sent righteous thought to eliminate the evil forces behind the police. Soon I heard a policeman calling his boss, telling him that it was not good to make an arrest now because he was afraid of creating a situation. Before long, they drove away. The entire episode lasted about 30 minutes.
I looked inside myself for the reason this had happened. I thought, “A month ago I heard that the evil was going to hold brainwashing sessions. I was illegally sentenced to being monitored outside prison and the authorities might use that sentence to persecute me. However, I did not treat the matter seriously enough. I did not send righteous thoughts for prolonged periods and in high frequency to disintegrate the brainwashing sessions, which resulted the current situation. If it was not for Master's protection, I probably would have already been arrested.”
Throughout the following days, I always felt under intense pressure and I could not calm my mind. I knew that the evil was trying to make trouble, that it had latched onto my attachments and my deficiencies in cultivation and was using them to try to destroy me. I intensified my sending righteous thoughts, but I still felt the pressure. The evening of Sunday, December 4, it felt like the sky was falling and I even had difficulty breathing. I started feeling somewhat panicked and anxious, as though some big tribulation was approaching. I sat on my bed and kept sending righteous thoughts throughout the night, but I still had a creepy feeling in my scalp, and it felt like my heart was in my throat.
Then I thought, “I am a Falun Gong practitioner. I only listen to Master's words and only follow Master's arrangement. I don't want and don't acknowledge anyone else's arrangement. I void any agreements or promises I made with the old forces in history. Although I have attachments and ordinary people's notions, and I have deficiencies in my cultivation, I don't want any other arrangement I may have agreed to in another lifetime. I will correct myself in my cultivation and will discard all my attachments and human desires. I will diligently cultivate myself in Dafa, meet the standard for Falun Gong practitioners, and be a qualified Falun Gong practitioner as soon as possible. I will do well the three things Master asked us to do: learn the Fa and to do the exercises, clarify the truth about the persecution, and send righteous thoughts. I will do well guarding the Fa, validating the Fa, and saving lives. I will be worthy of Master's salvation, not disappoint the sentient beings waiting to be saved, and be worthy of the opportunity for me to cultivate in Dafa. I will fulfill my pre-historic pledge to assist Master in the Fa-rectification. I will cultivate with my flesh body to the end and achieve selfless righteous enlightenment.”
With that thought, I felt my dimensional field suddenly clearing up a lot, and I felt a huge sense of relief. Master gave me wisdom again, helped me experience the power of righteous thoughts and experience the power of the Fa; Master helped me pass another tribulation. Tears ran down my face, and I knelt down and thanked Master for graciously saving me.
I kept sending righteous thoughts because I did not want to give the evil a chance to recover; I wanted to thoroughly eliminate it. I know that the evil persecution has not stopped and we cannot relax ourselves even slightly. I wish to maintain my right thoughts full strength at all times and follow Master to go home.
The above are my understandings at my level of cultivation. Please point out any mistakes.
