(Minghui.org) Time flies! It has been almost two years since I began to practice Falun Dafa – in October of 2011. Given Master's merciful salvation, I am healthy and have a harmonious family. I would like to share some of what I experienced on my cultivation path with fellow practitioners.
I used to be afflicted by cystitis and saw a doctor every two months. But, my condition did not improve. However, I became healthy after I started practicing Falun Dafa.
Not long after I joined the truth clarification team that makes phone calls to China, I experienced symptoms of cystitis. It was clear to me that this was associated with karma elimination and thus was a test.
Then, I had episodes of pain in my back that stopped me from getting a good night's sleep and I couldn't stand up straight. My husband was worried, so I told him that I was feeling better. But, I stepped up my reading the Fa and sent righteous thoughts more often.
Fellow practitioners asked me to help with the International Chinese Culinary Arts Competition and to participate in the July 1 parade in Hong Kong. Although I wasn't sure if my condition would hinder me from participating in the activities, I understood in my heart that I was doing the most righteous thing. Sure enough, I wasn't troubled with my sickness karma while on the trip.
On May 25, I attended an experience-sharing conference for assistants held in the north central region of Taiwan. That day, we read Master's “20th Anniversary Fa Teaching in 2012”.
Master said:
“Whatever day history is to end on, that day cannot be delayed no matter what. There can only be changes made to specific things or what unfolds in the process. Things that are not done well will impact things later on, but this overall time frame cannot be extended. This isn’t a matter of Master being compassionate or not. The reality is, in the end, if anything that has been saved or re-formed is not what I want or does not reach my standard, it will have been for naught since it will have to be destroyed.” (“20th Anniversary Fa Teaching, 2012”)
I was awakened by Master's words. Although I have done the three things, I wasn't sure if I did them based on Master's standard or relied on ordinary people's ways. I had too many excuses and when doing the three things I just went with the flow. I also had a lot of human notions and attachments. Thus, I decided to change my attitude toward cultivation and become more diligent. Now, I get up at 4 a.m. to do the five exercises and study the Fa, and I clarify the truth about Falun Dafa in the evening.
After having become a diligent practitioner, I felt that I was immersed in the Fa. My heart became harmonious and I feel more energetic when I clarify the truth. Because of my sincere and peaceful attitude, I have convinced Chinese Communist Party (CCP) public security personnel to listen to the facts about Falun Dafa and quit the CCP and its affiliated organizations. I realized: “You must do the three things firmly to be qualified as a Dafa disciple.”
Now, my face shows the internal changes through its healthy and rosy color. My temper improved and all my colleagues said that I have changed for the better. I understand that I have to thank Master for these changes.
Before practicing Falun Dafa, I thought that I should get what I paid for and based my thoughts on the principle of my concept of fairness. At work, I often showed resentment over the slightest misunderstanding. Now, I understand what Master said:
“So what a person does in his life isn’t arranged based on his talents. Buddhism talks about karmic retribution, and that things are arranged according to your karma.” (Zhuan Falun)
Now, I live by the principles of Falun Dafa – Truthfulness, Compassion and Forbearance – and follow the requirements of the Fa.
I'm a good employee, I consider others needs over mine, I don't bargain with others and I strive to present the good demeanor of a practitioner. I seize the time to cultivate diligently so I can go home with Master.