(Minghui.org) After reading Master's latest lecture, “Fa Teaching at the 2013 Greater New York Fa Conference,” I felt that I have not done well with the Falun Dafa projects that I'm involved in.
I lacked the confidence that I could make our projects become one of the best in the world. I usually just gave it a try, and would stop when I encountered obstacles. Had I understood that these projects needed to be the best in world, I might not have been so pessimistic.
I also had an attachment to time. I thought that it would take a long time to do a project well.
I read Master's lecture with human notions. Therefore, I always thought that there was not enough time to complete the project and just couldn't calm down. I got busy with other things and put the project on the back burner.
I regret that I've wasted so much time. Had I let go of the attachment to time, I probably would have finished the project by now. Even if I didn't accomplish anything, at least I would not have any regrets.
Master said, “You haven’t even managed to play a supporting role, and some are playing the role of a clown!” (“Fa Teaching at the 2013 Greater New York Fa Conference”)
Master's words pose the question, “Don't some of you, besides myself, belong to the group of practitioners Master mentioned?"
I'd like to encourage fellow practitioners to be determined and make Dafa projects the best in the world.
By making our projects the best does not mean we are pursuing fame and profit. Being the best will have greater influence and guide sentient beings toward the future.
Above are my understandings. Please kindly point out anything inappropriate.
