(Minghui.org) I started practicing Falun Dafa in 1995 while still in middle school. I was not diligent and most of the time I was not very self-disciplined. After Jiang Zemin launched the persecution of Falun Gong I almost quit the practice.
However, Teacher never gave up on me. When SARS broke out in China in 2003, I was afraid of being infected and then thought of Falun Dafa. My uncle gave me some Dafa books and encouraged me to study the Fa.
I could not let go of my fear of persecution, so I studied the Fa at home and distributed some Dafa truth-clarification materials occasionally. I was afraid that others would think that I was a practitioner. I did not know how to look inside, and had many human attachments.
Moreover, my parents-in-law were against my cultivating in Dafa. I felt pained during those years and nothing went smoothly.
As I studied the Fa and attached importance to sending forth righteous thoughts, I learned how to look inside. Great changes also took place in my cultivation environment.
Master said,
“Whenever there is interference of one kind or another in qigong practice, you should look for reasons within yourself and determine what you still have not let go.” (Zhuan Falun)
I started to worship in front of Teacher's picture in 2013. My husband supported me and my parents-in-law no longer objected. I knew this happened because I let go of fear and some other attachments. Teacher eliminated the bad substances in my dimensional field, and my environment at home improved.
Wrong Thought Rectified
I mailed my criminal complaint against Jiang to the Supreme People's Court and Supreme People's Procuratorate in June 2015. I held strong righteous thoughts and no fear while working on the documents. After I mailed the documents, I received acknowledgment of receipt within a short time. I felt that I had taken a big step forward in my cultivation.
I regarded it as something I should do as a practitioner, and thought it unnecessary to tell my family about it. However, recently I found out that my thought was not right.
In early September, a policeman called to verify my identification and address. I thought that this was a nuisance call and hung up the phone. My husband called back and figured out he was really a policeman who was responsible for the area where my work place was located. I had used my work address on the complaint. The court finally reported the case to my local police station.
After learning this, I was a little afraid, so I went to my uncle to talk to him about it. He told me to let go of fear, “Regard yourself big, then the evil will become small.” I knew he was right. Teacher said,
“Should you have fear,it will seize upon youIf thoughts are righteous,evil will collapseThe cultivator’s mindis loaded with FaSend righteous thoughts,and rotten demons explodeGods walk the earth,validating the Fa” (“What’s to Fear?” Hong Yin, Volume II)
“Stop them before they attempt to persecute you”
I am a Dafa practitioner and should sue Jiang openly in a righteous and dignified way. Master is here with me. Dafa is here with me. What is there to fear? I must strengthen my righteous thoughts and not be interfered by illusions.
The following evening, my husband brought up the call from the policeman. I thought that this was a test and must be an opportunity for me to let go of fear completely. I should tell him the truth.
“I sued Jiang Zemin in June and mailed the letter to the Supreme People's Court,” I said. “The policeman must have called me for that reason.”
My husband responded very positively, “If that's the case, I support you. President Xi Jinping is also fighting him. Why didn't you let me know about it earlier? If you were arrested because of this, I would not even have known what you had done!”
He continued, “If they call and harass you again, ask them to call me! I will go to the police station to argue with them! We are righteous, so we are afraid of nothing. The more you are afraid of them, the more they will persecute you! Stop them before they attempt to persecute you!”
I was amazed at his words and response. I understand that this situation happened because I let go of fear. Teacher was encouraging me and strengthening my righteous thoughts. Thank you, Master!
Opportunity to Position Themselves
Our relatives must have great predestined relationships with us. During the Fa-rectification period, everyone in the world should make clear their stance on Dafa, which will determine his or her future. We should help people understand and support what we are doing so that they are given an opportunity to position themselves. How could we hide what we are doing out of fear?
Let's encourage each other by studying Teacher's Fa lecture,
“Do well what you should do. This predestined opportunity is hard to come by. Cherish all of this, there won't be a next time. Developing any attachment will ruin you halfway along! Don't entertain or get attached to any human thoughts, and just do what a Dafa disciple should do. Everything that's wonderful, that's the most magnificent, and that's the most glorious awaits you! ”(“Explaining the Fa During the 2003 Lantern Festival at the U.S. West Fa Conference”)
Dear fellow practitioners, let's remove our fear at every level. Once we let go of our attachments, people will definitely change their attitudes towards Dafa. Let's save more people quickly and honor our prehistoric vows!
Category: Improving Oneself
