(Minghui.org) During a recent Fa study, I came to understand Master's grand compassion and fairness to all lives.

I used to worry that Master no longer took care of me because I was not diligent in my cultivation and could not let go of some attachments. My thoughts were those of an ordinary person.

Master said:

“If everything in history were not borne for you, it would be fundamentally impossible for you to do cultivation practice; if everything were not borne for sentient beings in the cosmos, they would disintegrate with the passing of history; if everything were not borne for the people of the world, they would not have the opportunity to still live in this world today.” (“Fa-Rectification Period Dafa Disciples” in “Essentials for Further Advancement II”)

Master's words touched my heart. I realized that we cannot think of Master's compassionate protection in terms of human notions. Master is truly compassionate and treats all lives equally. However, each individual's outcome is different and depends on one's attitude toward Dafa or how one harmonizes with Dafa.

I also realized that it is disrespectful to doubt Master.

Master is rectifying layers upon layers of universes, including the small universe which we call home. Master cares for all lives. I am just a speck of dust in the tiny human world who is part of the most righteous cultivation practice.

At times when I wasn't diligent or was filled with selfish attachments, I did not conform to the principles of “Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance.” Therefore, I believed that I was being separated from Master's grand compassion.

However, it doesn't matter if a life can or cannot be in tune with the universe, Master's principles do not change.

I was very ashamed that I had doubted Master and thought that he would abandon me.

Since I came to understand Master's grand compassion, I promised to do better. I will let go of any human attachments, study the Fa well, practice the exercises with a pure mind, send forth righteous thoughts and tell people about Falun Dafa. I will prevail and not fail Master.

The above is my personal understanding, please kindly correct anything that is inappropriate.

Category: Improving Oneself