(Minghui.org) I have been called a “medicine jar” ever since I was young, because I grew up having many illnesses, and needed to take medicine all the time. My mother used to keep a towel next to my pillow, in case I needed to throw up in the middle of the night. Stomach pains and toothaches made it difficult for me to sleep. Having injections and taking pills were routine for me. I was weak, and didn't even have enough strength to climb the small hill in front of our house.
More illnesses tormented me as an adult, including cholecystitis, gallstones, kidney stones, Meniere's disease, etc... I had colds lasting for months, during the spring and fall.
I once told my doctor, “The only organ in good shape is my heart. Everything else is bad.” The doctor replied with a smile, “Even your heart is smaller and weaker than most.” He recommended that I have my gallbladder removed right away, because it was very dangerous for my health to keep it, but I ended up putting it off.
I was promoted to a managerial position at work, and began to have many work-related dinners. There was a strong tendency for everyone to drink at the time. I didn't have a big appreciation for liquor, but I still drank a lot for the sake of my social image. I came to be called the “liquor bottle.”
My health was completely destroyed, and I was hospitalized many times between 2000 and 2003. I was also worried about work, and started suffering from stress and anxiety. I tried everything I could, but no medicine or psychological counseling helped me.
I often burst into tears helplessly, and was concerned what my children and parents would do if I died. My family members were also under a lot of stress, but couldn't help me.
My turning point was in 2004. A person in computer support at my workplace was a Falun Gong practitioner. He was always patient with us and did his best to maintain our computers. He even made an out-of-town trip with me to get my computer repaired. I appreciated his sincere help. He repeatedly told me about the health benefits of Falun Gong, and with his patient guidance I started cultivating.
The practitioner brought me the book Zhuan Falun to read. I realized how precious the book was after reading it, and quickly read all the other Falun Gong books.
He also taught me how to access the Minghui website using anti-censorship software. I was able to read online sharing articles written by practitioners, and knew that I had stepped into a wonderful new world. The door of heaven seemed to be opening for me.
I told myself, “I'm a Falun Gong practitioner. I have to follow the requirement of not drinking alcohol.”
I still had a lot of dinner appointments at work. Everyone knew I drank a lot, but I was determined to stop. How could I explain it to them?
As I continued studying the Fa and following the principles of Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance in my daily life, I gradually had a clear understanding. It was not necessary to socially drink with others to maintain good working relationships.
Even though I stopped drinking with my customers, my sincerity, compassion, and patience won their trust. One of the senior manager in the company once said to me in front of others, “I trust you the most. I believe whatever you tell me!” Another senior manager told a new customer, “You can trust her. She is the most honest.” I know my change was the result of following the guidance of our compassionate Master and the principles of Falun Gong.
I used to give little attention to my husband because of my busy job. He wasn't happy. He would go out to drink and gamble, and come home very late. I used to fight with him a lot, and we even talked about divorce.
After I started practicing Falun Gong, I realized that I wasn't a good wife. I needed to follow the Falun Gong principles and take care of my husband.
When he came home late, I made sure the lights were on at the front door and inside, so he wouldn't trip over anything, and I put a glass of water in the living room for him. I improved every detail of my behavior. As a result, my husband also changed from the bottom of his heart. He now even looks more benevolent.
Thank you Master for bringing the benefit of Falun Gong to my family!
Practicing Falun Gong brought me a huge psychological change. I'm no longer the “medicine jar” or “liquor bottle”! My various illnesses are gone! I don't even get colds, and haven't had the need to take pills for a long time!