(Minghui.org) I started practicing Falun Dafa in 2012 but have not been diligent. When I do cultivate diligently, Master gives me hints so I can see my attachments and cultivate them away.
One morning, my three-year-old daughter woke up after I finished sending forth righteous thoughts, so I sat with her and also fell asleep for a few minutes. While sleeping, I saw a practitioner appear in front of me whom I didn't know. She had a lot of pimples on her face. Then a black speckle suddenly appeared on her face. It was expanding at lightening speed and would soon cover her entire face. Then a clot made of a yellow and white sticky substance appeared on her forehead. It became larger and larger and eventually engulfed her entire head, leaving only one eye exposed. Very quickly, however, that eye was also covered.
At that moment a clear thought entered my mind: “She was resenting other practitioners.” I immediately realized how terribly dangerous the attachment of resentment is! “What should be done?” I wondered. I begged Master to help her. A streak of white light shot out. It was like gong. It dispersed the substance covering her eyes, and before long all of the sticky substance disappeared and her face became delicate and smooth.
I woke up, shocked by what I had just seen. I had harbored resentment for some time toward a family member who is also a practitioner. I was quite competitive with him, which always led me to judge him. Master let me see the danger of resentment. Not long ago, I listened to some articles entitled “The Ultimate Goal of Communism” and “Dissolving the Culture of China's Communist Party,” which deeply moved me. I became determined to let go of the attachment of resentment.
When I looked within I found that whenever I heard that a practitioner had been arrested, my first thought was to look outward and blame him/her for not being rational. This is in fact also a manifestation of my attachment of resentment.
I shared my experience with other practitioners who concluded that what I saw was the manifestation of resentment in other dimensions. We all looked within and realized that the issue of resentment is indeed severe and that it involves many practitioners. They encouraged me to write about this experience so that it may help other practitioners to see, and let go of their own resentments.
My understanding is limited, so please point out anything that is not in line with the Fa.
Heshi.
Category: Improving Oneself
